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About Me
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Name~ Angie M
Age~ 28
Sign~ Leo
Mood~ Peachy! :)
Loving~ Clay Aiken
Hating~ Beauocracy
Reading~ Wheel of Time 4
Listening To~ Clay Aiken
Watching~ BB5
Playing~ Final Fantasy XI
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Sunday, December 28, 2003
Not Feeling Very Christmasy
I apologize profusely for leaving my blog fall into disrepair. There has been alot of not so nice things going on in my life, so in trying to deal with those, this gets put into the back burner. So where should I start. Well, I am under employed. Not much money coming into the house, right now. Then to make this even worse, Jeff's voice went out yet again......how many times is this now?? 3 times? So there is pretty much NO money coming into the house right now. I am afraid that I am going to get evicted and disconnected and all around screwed up because of this. Needless to say, my stress level is beyond maximum. It is everything I can do not to have a nervous breakdown. Thank God that Jason finally moved out, or I would be taking that breakdown! Although he is being a really bad neighbour, but that is another story for another entry.
So that is the update of my life, the short version. I am hoping to find another call center job before the New Year, which is 3 days away, so that is a large goal indeed. But I have resumes out and have contacted former jobs to see if they rehiring. I need to kill this stress. I am one step away from breaking. Christmas didn't exist for me. We didn't have any money for gifts and for some twisted reason, Jeffs family decided to reschedule christmas 2 weeks early. Due to this, they didn't even acknowlege that Christmas even existed. So basically, on one of the happiest nights of the year, I spent in deep depression just wishing the day was over. It was not a pretty sight. Not even Clay could make me feel better. I am still a little depressed, but I need to do something about it if I want to feel better.
I am a little tired right now, so I am not going to write too much. I will make a point to write here a few times a week if not every day. I just want to say that I hope that the Next year is better than this year, cause I am not sure I can survive this much longer....till next time...
Mused by Angie at 11:07 PM |
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Announcements & Appearances
CONGRATS CLAY ON FAN'S CHOICE AMA, BILLBOARD AND TV GUIDE AWARD!!!!!!
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Quote of the Moment
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"Lord, help the sex-symbol world if I'm one of them." - Clay on the AI Tour Special
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